Friday, September 30, 2005
Finally cleared my Life sci and Maths test!! Phew~ Can take a very very small break man! haha.. but haiz i hope the results of the tests wont be tat disasterous ba. Lolz. Software Engineering result is out le... I thought i could get a better mark for that paper, in the end i was totally wrong!! So sad.. I never expected that kind of low grade for such a confident paper.. Haizzz.. Why?? So now, cant really do anyting le... Just have to carry on studying hard hard for the final exam and the project.. Today was supposed to carry out our project discussion for S.E but ended up in Jack's room playing "bridge".. Oh gosh.. wasted a few hours but then the game was nice. I learnt someting new today wor!!! "Bridge" is a nice game... can kill alot of your brain cells... So happy~~
(P.S: Actually, sandy contributes half to the cause of the whole delay to the project discussion. hehehe =P She was super crazy and adnormal today. But after playing bridge, she is back to normal le. Quite effective huh?? lol.. I guess she is real tired after all the mid term tests just like the rest. I agreed that our group today dun really have the mood in trying to set off for the project... maybe is becoz of all our tests just finished n relaxation is what we all need now!!!!)
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Sadness found the lonely one who has no one there for when needed. Feeling upset..disappointed...depressed..lost.. Nevertheless, life still have to go on. Maths test is the last hope. And having a very bad feeling, tears just flowed out uncontrollably. Took Life sci test today. Flunked. Failed. Hopeless. Trying to smile, trying to cheer up, trying to create happiness for everyone.
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Monday, September 26, 2005
I am here to blog againz!!! This time someone "forced" me to blog wor.. (tat someone should noe who he/she is lorrr =D) Tats why i am here to blog againz wor. Yesterday jus blog nia lehhhh... Somemore i am supposed to be studying my Software Engineering. My progress for that is super super slowww... Haiyo.. Ok la. nevermind. Oh yah, the result for my computer networks is out le.. So fast wor!! Yayyyy!!!!! hmmm i get 8 out of 16 marks. Just pass only.. Wow!! Cool~ At least i din flunk this module, so lucky wor. =D Unlike the rest of my frenx who are taking this same module as me, they din manage to pass.. So sad for them. Haiz.. hmmm come to tink of it, mi and the no. "8" are so fated wor. My physics test i got also 8 marks. (But is out of 30 marks haiz) Must jiayou le for physics. Today went home early wor, had English ET1000 and tat professor super FUNNY.. He asked any one interested to read a particular paragraph of the essay... then no one wanted to volunteer to read so tat our professor popped out one sentence and you will never believe and thought tat he will ever say tat!!!!! Tat is ...................................................he spoke in hokkien to US!!! OH GOSHHHH... WAHHAHA.. He said :"Bo lang ai tuck wa tuck!!" --> (meaning no one read, i will read) so cuteeeeee, tat professor.... =P After i heard what he say, i laughed and laughed.. Jaysen sitting beside mi also got influenced by me.. hehehe (oops! i know i am bad.. but i cant control myself wor!! hehe) And so this is our Multi-Languages "English" Professor lol...
After the English lesson, i had maths lecture. Oh, today Mr Ng taught us differentiation and gave us some examples on tat. Seriously speaking, I have forgotten all of them le. Jialat..Then during the lecture, Qiaowei was sitting in front of me and i kept on asking him questions. Hope i din really make him feel irritated wor.. (Thanks Qiaowei. At least i have recalled much of the use of differentiation..) And one more thing, I skipped Physics tutorial.. Physics failed and i still din wan to go for physics tutorial.. Not i dun wan go, becoz i din do his tutorials and also i have not finished revising my S.E.. so no choice, have to skip. Chiam!! Heard from Alfred this time Dr. Su got take attendance. Haiyo.. tat 1% gone case liao... so wasted!!!! Sian la... Haiz ok.. nevermind. 1% only. I will get it back from the final exam!!!! Ganbatte!!! hehe =P
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Sunday, September 25, 2005
This week really very busy!! Busy with revision of Midterm test!! Got 4 tests in total wor, got software engineering, computer networks, life sci and maths.. Thats y NO time to blog again. Sianz. Hmm oh ya.. Today suddenly got the mood to write stories. hehe.. Now in the midst of writing it, processing very slow.. But i guess chapter one of the story will be up next week. so do visit my blog site often wor.. =) hehe... Hmm about wat story ma.. Read my blog in one week's time and you'll know.
Last Sunday (MoonCake Festival) jus went to Jack's hse to study.. He lives at Simei! I took abt an hr of MRT there to meet him up to study wor.. He has a nice and cozy room, i like the room, blue in color. I studied Maths in his room while he was playing games all along. Then i watch FF7: Advent Children!! So nice!!! Cool sia. I like it so much! hehehe.. Ok jus a little to update here.. to show tat i have watched Advent Children. HAHA!! =P And hmm then the rest of the week from go back sch revising comp network. What a suxy module Comp. Network is!! Dont understand what is going on everytime in lecture... Haiz.. then have to go back to listen to its online webcast in ivle. Sad case. I will always listen till slp lor if i tried to listen at home, and so i decided to go sch and study. From monday to thursday have to go back to sch to study even though it's holidays lor. Tat is really the sad part..
Monday went to school late in the afternoon and was supposed to study but then end up in Jack's room playing dynasty warriors PS games!! Gosh!!! Then tuesday went sch study abit then go waterian outing in the evening. Went to sakae sushi @ funan IT mall. Then the rest decided to go for a movie after the dinner and i din go anyway. In the end, they din managed to catch any movie becoz all the cinemas are closed. Wednesday went to watch the movie, "Brother Grimm" with Nelson in the late evening and we get jialing!! BUT she pang seh us lor.. dun wan go with us.. Sadzzz.. (But anyway the movie was nice..) Thursday go back sch to attend S.E consultation and ended up become a revision class for mid term test for those who attended it. Cool! I understand quite alot from there.. plus my tutor, Mihai, was quite interesting wor. I tink i called him "Teacher" or "Sir" then Hahah he said to mi and Jialing : "Don't call mi teacher! Because the impression of "Teacher" to me is in those martial arts movie, are those old men with the long long beard one.." After hearing this.. I laughed out so loudly. What a cute tutor i have. LOLzz Then friday is the "official" day back to school againz, have to attend all lessons, lectures, tutorials.
Hmm.. Friday went home quite early to prepare my comp. network test on Sat. Wanted to study in school but just cant get the right mood to study. Part of the reason is tat i am tired, another reason is my kor. Tat day I walked out of the sch with jialing but.. after reaching the bus stop, i got the urge to go back and find jack. So i walked back, sms-ed him and waited for him at the bus stop for his lecture to finish @ 4pm. Want to tok to him, want to tell him alot of tings face-to-face. But then end up, after seeing him, i just managed to say a "Sorry".. I was so silly i guess. Jus a word 'sorry' and i can take a long time to say it out!! Haiz.. hmmm Oh ya, Forget to mention tat on wednesday, i did someting wrong to my kor, jack. I disappointed him. He is very very very sad to wat i did to him. I am a selfish gal. but i promised not to do it again. Anyway i am not going to mention what i did here. =P Dont want to dig up all the bad memories and write it here.. No point i guess becoz it will be always in my heart as it has already become a lifetime scar to mi.
Okok.. enuff of that. Yesterday was my mid term test for Comp.network!! The paper itself most of the questions I agar agar wan la.. but at least i am more confident in tis test.. Wah seh.. hmmm I tink wont flunk this time, since i got a feeling i wont flunk. This test contributes 16marks to the final marks of the whole module wor... hehe.. Ganbatte and good luck to everyone, Jiayou for yr mid term tests!!!!! =)
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Thursday, September 15, 2005
Physics Midterm Test (10%) and i flunk it!! How sad =(... Haizz... I felt so sad yesterday, and even today.. But who can i tell? I could tell no one, no one will know that... becoz I was trying to stay happy as I would usually.. Trying very hard to cover all my sadness with my happy smile and crappy jokes, which sometimes I found were those stupid ones. I just knew I am not right after the physics test.. It's apparently my fault for getting this kind of results. I deserved this kind of result i guess. God jus want me to experience that. Just feeling very 对不起 (dui bu qi) to Jack and Nelson, and of coz myself. Jack helped me with physics and nearly caused him lab assignment 4 cant be finished in time. Nelson even stayed up in school with me till quite late (ard 10pm), teaching and revising the 5 chapters of physics for my test. Its very nice of him and somehow i am the "cause" of his sore throat to be back againz and also wasting his precious time in school to just teaching me this slow learner i guess.... Just want to say "Guys, Thanks for everyting and I am SORRY!!!"
Yesterday, i am feeling so sad.. I wanted to let it out, cry out but i just cant. I told myself i mustn't cry but till i called Jack, i found myself in tears toking halfway to him.......I just dont want people to see my weak side, i keep on telling myself "Don't Cry... Never cry infront of other people.. I need to be strong..." But apparently i am still not strong enough, becoz in the end i still cried. Cried Sliently... Haiz.. Today, I am still feeling quite sad over my physics. When you see mi joking ard and crapping like hell, you probably shld know that there is someting wrong with me...
For Now... I just have to work harder in order to survive this ordeal.. Survive all the way thru the L.I.F.E of NUS. I have to, and I need to, and I wont give up!
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Saturday, September 10, 2005
Apple Poem
Early dawn, a tinge of gloom
All mortals await their apple doom
Struck by apple, nothing can last
Even diamond turns to diamond dust
Dreaded awakening, on horizon shows
The sea is rising, apple wave flows
Question not why
Veil emotional high
If apple knows u know u surely must die
Time speeding, death steals near
Choice of life, no room for fear
If time stopped, it'd grow n swell
Survival is on apple's death knell
Gone flames of war, spring apple's hope
A crimson blade dons an apple robe
It's time to rest, you've danced your last dance
Resign yourself, apple only lives once
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Helloz... Recently i am so tied up with my school work.. Lots of Quiz, tutorials, revisions and the upcoming mid-term tests from a few of the modules are causing me to be so tensed and stressed up. Most of my frenx ard me are also tensed up and nearly freaked me out too!! Especially Jialing!! (P.S: haha.. hmm oops. Actually she is quite tat pessimistic.. Nevermind got me~~ Happy Yanling aka Apple Here!!!~~ Jialing all the best! Dun worry.. Anyting you still can approach me or jack. =D. We will always be there for U!! ) haha.. What to do.. NUS, NTU.. whatever University Life is always tat stress~ We can only relac and take it easy... Jus move on.. Move on... move on~~ We have to move on!! Jiayou all my NUS mates and all the best!!!!! We all can make it de!!! =P
This week has started off with my et1000 module's essay first draft hand-up and i almost not able to make it for the first peer review by Jaysen, my pairmate for et1000 presentation. THen i had to finish at the night and send to jaysen for editing online. After that, I managed to write out my essay on RFID (Radio-Frequency Identificaiton Technology) which Jack, my kor kor helped me to edit it. I have yet to say" Thanks" to him sia.. Oh ya, also wanna thanks Daniel Chia, for making me interested in the A-level Maths as well as letting me understand on what i haven been really revising on the first few chapters. I got a English Teacher, (My kor, Jack Leong) plus a Maths cum Physics Teacher (My kor's Uncle, Daniel) Hahah.. =p
OK.. Tired le. Have to go rest le.. I wil "Try" to keep my blog updated ba.. Hahah.. =D (Only when i feel like... hehe..)
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Tuesday, September 06, 2005
Guys attended the Celebration too. Taken @ Cineleisure Food Court as well. From the left four guys sitting: Kendrew, Zhanwei, Davis, Alfred. From the left standing: Vic. Jack Ong and Jack Leong (My kor)
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All the gals that went for Qiuhui's Birthday Celebration. Taken @ Cineleisure Food Court. From the left: first two gals sitting at the front: Jialing and Qiuhui; From the left standing: Corine, Me and AiFeng
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Davis and ME! Crapz guy which first look that give ppl the impression that he wont tok much and yet!!! You are wrong!! He is such a Joker~~ Hahah
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This is Me and Aifeng!! Aifeng aka My Dear Daughter!! Hahhaha... Nice and fun gal to be with
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This is my Kor! Mr. Jack Leong.. Only photo with him wor~ haha.. Taken @N.Y.D.C
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Birthday Celebration @ N.Y.D.C, Orchard Rd Borders.. This is Qiu Hui (3rd Sept) and Vic (26th Aug)..
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Also taken @ Marina South there while watching fireworks! Took using my phone wor~ So lousy camera.. haha Anyway, This is Nelson and Me~
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Taken @ Marina South while watching fireworks.. Jialing and Me~ Quite blur hor.. Nevermind take next time againz wif her. She is a cute and friendly gal!!
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We are @ Bedok Jetty.. Waiting for the rest~ Where are they huh?? Haha.. this is our self-entertainment~ From the left: Me, Corine and Thang (Oh ya, Corine say she like this photo the best.. becoz is Rainbow colors!! haha)
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This is Jack Ong~ Cool =D
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Heya..Waterians @ East Coast Cycling. Where is the rest huh?? All haven reach la.. From the left: Kendrew, Daniel Tay, Thang, Me, Jaysen, Corine and Zhongwei
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This photo taken during the fireworks gazing at Marina South~ From the left, Jack ong, Corine, Qiuhui, Kendrew, Jialing, Nelson, Me, Thang and Aifeng.. The one taking the photo is Alfred~ haha Cannot see his face wor~
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Oops, Once againz... I forget to update my blogs and upload the photos here. Photos will be uploaded later on. Sorry.. If u really cannot wait to see the photos, Please go to >>
http://photobucket.com/albums/b48/Waterians/ (Photos for Village of Water)
or
http://photobucket.com/albums/b390/Yanny85/ (My Own Photo Album!!)
Oh gosh!! Nevermind.. now is the time for me to update it!
Hmmm... Life in NUS has been very stressful, I have almost been a month here. Lectures and tutorials are going to drive me crazy soon.. But luckily with so many friends around cheering me up, no matter am i sick or sad, they will always be there for me! One thing for sure.. My kor kor, Mr. Jack Leong will surely be there to scold me (hahahha he is a nice man lor, nothing to be picky about jus that i dislike him drinking coffee! Coffee got poison lor!!! =P) and comfort me, pei me throughout the hardest day in NUS. Hmmmm... wat else.
OH YA.. -->>
1) Last outing was going to east coast for group cycling and then went to Marina South to watch fireworks!!!
2) Birthday Celebration --> Some of us celebrated birthday for Qiu Hui. Wow~~ Tats a wonderful celebration organised successfully with the help of my Kor kor, jack and my dear daughter (fake!! of coz) ai feng.. haha Later i go upload the photos.. Wait la... shhhhhh...
Hmmm overall.. NICE to say that i am always tat busy in my NUS life but with the entertainment and enjoyable trips and outings created by the ppl from the Orientation Group were super fun!! haha K la.. its late le.. after uploading the photos, i need slp le. Catcha with you guys.
PS:** See that i never really put unhappy stuffs (A few days ago, i encountered alot of problems and unhappiness.. Wan to know? ask my kor kor lor..) inside my blogs of today, Although i am sad and feeling terrible, i TRY not to make my blog so unhappy as well, as i dont wan my readers to get upset after reading. =D
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