Sunday, May 21, 2006
Here to say a sorry to you, Dear..
"Sorry! I know it is really hard on u having to initiate a conversation between both of us, especially when I am always so quiet. However, please don't see it in such a way that my slience means that I feel bored being together with you. As a matter of fact.. being with u actually makes me a happy gal. I've been trying hard to take more initiative to converse between the both of us when we're together and I know I can do it. I know it'll be too tired for you if this becomes a one-sided thing. I truly understand how you feel when someone has to start the conversation all the time while the other party don't see the efforts being put in when you have been trying to help me.
I also understands that it shouldn't always be you to make the decisions when we're out together. It's not that I am any care less about it, but as a matter of fact, I am really fine with anything. It is just tat I am not confident enough as in whether you are fine with my plans, and I will feel bad if you will just dance to my tune even though you don't like it. I know how difficult it is for you having to be the only one between the both of us to make the decisions, henceforth, I will promise you that I will do my best and help u in decision making, okay? I just need a little bit more time to learn. I know I'm not good with my words but I still hope you will be able to understand what I'm trying to say here after you read this. Thanks for the encouragements and understandings that you've been showering me with and I believe I'll morph into a better and different me real soon.
-^-YannY-^- drop a note at [3:30 PM]
Yesterday I went out with my dear to the east and indeed in the East area, there's alot of nice food and other entertainments along the small lanes in those shophouses at Katong, Siglap, Joo Chiat etc. In the noon, we had our breakfast in Katong, C.M.C Confectionary, their toasted buns and bread are nice together with their self-made kaya and some butter added, they become a heavenly tasting food!! Their crusted cakes, cream roll, sweet roll etc. are tasty and all items carried the same price each. Yum Yum!! Hahah.. then after our breakfast, we headed to ECP to enjoy the lovely scorching sun. Dear went for blading and i went cycling instead becoz I dont know how to blade. lol. After then, it's almost 4pm in the afternoon so we went off to parkway parade there to have our high tea and tim sum. Indeed the tim sum is nice there but should have tried the fried tofu which dear had recommended to me. (Nvm, I shall visit the place again and try the tofu. haha).
Then we continued our way to Kallang which we wanted to had our bowling at the Leisure Park but then due to some problems, we changed our plan again to going down to Marina Square SuperBowl as it will be near the Ms Clarity Cafe where we will be having our dinner. However, to the very end, (oops but plan changed again) Hahaha.. we settled down at the Pool Fusion at Purvis St. and play a few games of pool there. Dear taught me how to play pool although i had a little basic foundation in the first place but after he explained and made me understand the skills and corrected me as I went along playing, I more or less got hold of the idea of playing it well. The next will be our dinner at Ms Clarity (Bugis, Purvis St) . It is a nice and colourful mini cafe (no service charges) which serves cheap western meals, pastas, desserts etc and you are able to serve wireless internet there. I will strongly recommend it to all of my friends.
And so, we end our day according to the list of plan my dear come out with. It was a happy and enjoying day. I am really starting to fall in love with the EAST! (Must visit the east soon again!)
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Wasn't a good day either,
Nagging just ring upon your ears.
Feeling disturbed, Feeling irritated,
Feeling tiredness that crawls up your neck,
Wanting to stop all noises from nowhere.
Hoping to find peace at a corner,
Nagging just pop up from nowhere.
Wanting to hide, Wanting to run,
Wanting to live the life of my own,
Wanting the reality to disappear from the world.
Nagging just don't stop, Nagging just don't stop.
Pls for goodness sake, leave me far far away.
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Saturday, May 13, 2006
Yesterday I went sentosa with my group of poly classmates, although there is a total of only 6 people who turned up for the outing, I really apprecicated those who attended the outing and the rest who couldnt make it in time due to last minute changes to their stuff, they even apologised and informed me that they couldnt make it for the outing. Although with a little of disappointment that most of them couldnt attend, the 6 of us did really enjoyed our sentosa trip yesterday. We also met another poly classmate of ours at Harbourfront Cold Storage, Junior, and which me and patricia were so excited that we gave Junior a big hug!! Hahah.. what an coincidence! Hahah... she was also having her sentosa trip organised by her company. Then at the harbourfront interchange, I met 3 sec school friends, Carinne, Peiying and Sherine, they were going into Sentosa to enjoy their suntanning at the beaches. Wow! Its such a great day to meet so many friends all at once. Btw, yesterday is Vesak Day! Hahah..
Yesterday noon was still bright and sunny and the sun was scorching, great scenery for photo taking too and kite flying too. Yet, till late afternoon 3 plus in the afternoon, the sky started to get dark and it started drizzling. From then onwards, the sky is not as clear and sunny which however the beaches are still filled with people playing volleyball, kayaking, swimming and other activities etc. We had our day spent at Sentosa Siloso Beach till around 6pm and then went for our bath and decide to set off the place to catch our dinner. Dear and his friend, Dennis, also came to join me and my friends in Sentosa at around 3 plus which was the period where there isnt any more sun due to the drizzling. Dennis wanted to come to Sentosa with his SLR camera for the beautiful sceneries here but too bad yesterday the time wasn't right for him afterall.
After our dinner at Tiong Bahru, me, dear and Dennis decided to drive up to Mount Faber to take some photos of the night sceneries up there. Indeed, one of my wishlist is done as finally i got to go up to Mount Faber in the night for the scenery there but too bad star gazing is not possible yesterday as the sky is not very clear yesterday. But!!! The moon up there was very big and round. So bright and clear! haha So afterall, without able to fulfil the star-gazing up there, I still got to see the night scenery there and together with the clear, round and bright moon high up in the sky. Then we also went to Altivo Bar too and I had a glass of Classic Champage Cocktail (Wah.. Damn strong for the first taste of it! Haha). It is quite a nice place there but too bad we are unable to get the seats at the corner where we are able to see the scenery down Mount Faber.
P.S: Thanks dear for fulfilling one of the things i wish to do (Star-Gazing up at Mount Faber) within this 3 months although yesterday we didnt had a very nice end-off with the day afterall. Sorry! but I am really happy and did really enjoyed the trip up to Mount Faber and at Altivo bar yesterday. Thanks! =)
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Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Miserable day i got.. It's already my 5th day since i started my temp job and i was almost wearing heels everyday... and yet i still got blisters. This time round was the worst case of all, i wore the new heels i bought from Swank. Real Shit! Blisters are all over my toes not even half the day. I Hate it man! Coz it Hurts SO MUCH!! Oh man, I should have worn the one i had bought from U.R.S. inc @ Marina Square with my dear, which I thought it should be better. At least it wont create such a great 'impact' on my toes! Saddzz. This morning, I was even intending to go out after my work with Jenny for dinner together somewhere in the West area. I was so disappointed!!
Okkkkk... Just had my lunch and i am so full now.. and back to work again. Today's work is filled with tons and tons again. Had a big pile of T&Es (Travel and Expenses Reports) to do over this week. Wah i jus hope to clear them before my immediate supervisor is going off for her maternity leave. Oh man, 30 more mins to be back to work. Feel so eager to go home and rest my feet. Haha.. tomorrow my toes will be covered with plasters! Pain Pain Pain~~~~
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Monday, May 08, 2006
There are so many things i wish to do now, kinda a little late and silly to do the stuffs below. Haha... Was thinking where shld i go or plan for the coming one day holiday - Vesak Day - and spend the day at my lowest cost, better still... So wat shld i dooo??? hmmm.... Nvm, i shall plan and think as i go along this week. Here is a list of things i feel like doing in this 3 mths vacation.
Things i wish to do:
1) Kite Flying.
(Kinda a little silly but i have never fly a kite before. Hahaha)
2) Star Gazing up at Mount Faber.
(Maybe take a trip on the Cable car will be even nicer)
3) Bake my first chocolate cookies.
(My cooking isn't tat bad just that i dont have an oven)
4) Night Safari.
(I think its nice to visit the animals in the night)
5) Wait for Sunrise.
(Never succeed in watching a nice sunrise)
6) Night cycling.
(Hard for me, coz i cant stay out too late)
7) Explore a haunted mansion.
(Haha.. scary lo.. to go in a group better.. lol)
8) Knit a sweater.
(Oh, feel like learning a skill in order to make myself feel more feminine. lol)
There are more to go, i will update watever i thought of doing.. Now these are the things I can tot of..
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Sunday, May 07, 2006
Living day after day without money to spend on the stuff you want is really bad and miserable.. Cant buy the clothes you like, the shoes u want to match with clothes and even bags!! Gals need money to doll up themselves lo.. Now no money how to survive man. Now can only window shop around and the worst thing is Great Singapore Sale 2006 is coming!!! Shitz.. Work = No money. So it dont make a different to me whether if i work or not, becoz it dont benefit me now at the moment, although the money i earned from work can use for further use in the future for my studies..
Anyway, for this month i just bought a pair of heels from U.R.S inc. Have been looking for one pair of nice and comfortable heels all along and i even went to Charles & Keith few days ago to take a look at their heels and found one quite nice (color nice and able to wear comfortably) but in the end, i didnt buy it becoz i tink the price dont really worth that pair of heels. Think the next to buy is bag! Save money for now... =D
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Late late late~~~ Terribly late for the outing! *Bow*** Apologise to all friends who were early for the gathering aha.. I was supposed to be late for only 1 hr lo.. but due to desmond~~ i got to be late for an addition 30mins (coz i waited for him to go for the gathering laaa... )
So we are the late king and queen~~ haha.. This time the gathering is organised by Patricia.. Give a big round of applause to her~~ *Claps Claps* hehe.. and those ppl we managed to attend are the usual gang: Ben, Desmond, Hongjie, Zhiyun, Tony, Patricia (organiser herself) and of coz me~, while the rare ones are Sanly, Gary, 2 Jerrys and felix!! However, all only meet for lunch lo then some have to leave halfway as soon as the lunch was over. Sad huh.. cant really had a one full day enjoyment with all of them. Today was like a big reunion, feel so much like i am back to the poly days..
Wow kinda cool, oh ya.. we took some photos too, will upload them into my personal photo online album next few days if i managed to get the photos from Tony. Gonna go for another gathering which can make everyone stay longer as a group. Guess a sentosa outing this time? Guys, be free for me this organiser.. Must give face haha.. Sentosa ya... must get my Uni friends too.. Hey friends out there, be free for me if i planned tat (those who read my blog hehe... must support me). haha.. All planned tog at one go, faster and better. The more the merrier, but although the quality matters more than quantity... kk time to slp. tired alr...
P.S: this is for sandy (if you get to see this yrself, miss sandy sohh) - All the ppl asked about u and gordon leh of why u didnt come for this gathering.. make me explain to them again.. every time not supportive enuff hor.. u make patricia sad la.. although its a short gathering n quite lots of ppl left after a while, at least they attended. Hope u and him can attend for the next gathering ok? =P
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Thursday, May 04, 2006
Oh ya, forget to mention! Had my haircut @ Icon by Shunji Matsuo, Wisma Atrium Isetan. Coz me 33 bucks after GST. (Only for short hair cut, long haircut 37 bucks!!) Nice haircut and i like their washing services and massaging. Cool.. it's done by a guy (not badddddd... his skills and i like his politeness) Just one thing is that i found that the people there are so quiet and will not talk to you while they work, and its only if you initate the first question, then they will start answering your questions and aftertat, slience again. Weird~ haha but if you like quietness or perferred peace while cutting your hair, maybe this salon suits u best! haha.
Do refer to this website for further review by another blogger online~... Hahah..
http://www.kennysia.com/archives/2005/11/icon_by_shunji.php
-^-YannY-^- drop a note at [1:05 AM]
Finally, today is the last paper of my 2nd semester of Uni exams.. Feeling relieved and happy, yet also filled with disappointment. All my papers for this sem's exams although were not as bad as last sem but i felt that they are more or less as hard. There weren't any papers i could feel confident with. You know thos feelings once you finished the 2 hr paper, you will come out of the exams hall feeling excited, cool to discuss your answers with yr friends and such. This is what i always had during my poly. Now, after coming into NUS, been through this two semesters' exams, i had never had tat feeling anymore. It jus cant be gotten back. Every paper i did was like either half of it full of unsure, doubts, whether i did it correctly or not.
Seriously, this really makes me hate exams, and even tests too now... In the past, exams are just like a simple class test to me, now it is no longer that way. Exams are just killers, a border whereby you have to pass it, pass it in order to proceed with your life, it is like a lifetime card to your next step in life. Oh man, this really sux... Last sem's results were a total disappointment, this sem wont be going any far too good, Guess i am prepared for the coming worst. If there is no improvement, I shall change my focus to degree (Biz focus). There's no point going for a degree with honours and yet with a second lower class or even third class. It is damn equivalent to a normal degree holder. Thus, that will be my decision if no improvement this time round.
Anyway, what i really think is life isnt just study, we need to spice up our life too! Haha.. Enjoy life, ok i shall stop here.. (Oh man, tmr starting my temp admin job), thus.. time to SLP! =O
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