Saturday, July 29, 2006
It's 3am in the morning yet I am still not sleepy. Maybe I am as I could feel my brain is getting heavier as each sec passed, yet eyes just do not wish to close as I am just afraid that once my eyes are close, thoughts will just gush into the brain. Again, This is the another trouble-sleeping night I have for this week. My eye bags are getting from bad to worse and they can only be hidden under layers of make-up. For no reasons, I will just wake up in the middle of the night in my bedroom, letting the darkness embracing me, with a mind full of thoughts. I have been repeatingly doing this for the past few nights. I just wish to have a peaceful night, without troubled mind, deep thoughts and all so that I can have a real and good sleep. A sleep without thoughts, dreams and anything but just a simple sleep to rest my mind.
Knowing tat my brain just needs to do some rearrangement of my thoughts, but please not when the time I would like to rest. Get lost plssss.... I know I have chunked lots of unwanted stuff in there, making them so messy in there, all trying to fight among themselves for tiny space. Not that I wish to clear them so easily. They are there for a reason of course, you can control their appearence if you are skilled enough. And that's the reason I am not, thus I am here blogging whatever shit I feel now. I cant control my messy thoughts right now. Does blogging really helps? It don't I think... but at least, for the minimal, I can express what I am feeling.
I am not feeling very good now. Still not good, just hate to say this. Could a sleep make me better? I don't know but I do hope so. But the problem is I cant sleep as I want when with a mind full of thoughts. I am trying my best to clear and freeze my thoughts now.....
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006
P.S: Glad having you around for the 4 months. You bring quite lots of changes in my life and of course I enjoyed the every moment spent with you. Thanks. Toooo Salty - Marinated Smoked Salmon, bought from Cold Storage.
Dear cooked today. Whoohoo..
Too bad I forgot to take the photos of him cooking in the kitchen but it's okie, there's chance next time. But next round shall be my turn to cook for him!!
Nice pasta and soup, we spent around $35 in total for the ingredients together with other dishes like the marinated smoked salmon (a little too salty), cheezy fried egg and our delicious clam chowder soup with golden mushrooms. Hahah before we shopped for the ingredients, we set on the spending budget of $20 on the ingredients, yet haha.. overshot a little.. Yumm Yumm.. First time to eat his cooking, and it's also the first time a guy cooks for me and despite him having diahorrea yesterday night, today he still have to tolerate the pain + tiredness + hungriness he has and to spend almost an hour to prepare the pasta together with the rest of the dishes for both of us.
I am a cooking idiot. haha.. don't even know how to bake and cook well but I will learn... So, I am looking forward to the day I cook and bake for him. =D although it's gonna take a long, long time. 
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Sunday, July 23, 2006
Last friday is my last day of work and also too, the gals' pot luck lunch!! The theme of the pot lunch was set like one week ago, which is "Apple". So, we have to do/bake/cook dishes which are related to or contains apple. Too bad I cant make it in time, my 'Apple Stir Fry Chicken'!!! I should try out next time. Hehe. =D It was a fun lunch afterall, people involved: Cindy, our main organiser for this pot luck; Eileen, Li Jun, Yvonne, Rachel, Xinyi, Chiev Fah and the Romantic French Guy, Mr Marc Siat. but too bad Li Jun came too late and she missed the opening of our Pot Luck Lunch! Anyway, I love the Pot Luck Lunch and of course the days I spent with your ppl in IMS. Thanks to you gals.... for this small farewell lunch. Colleagues who joined for the Pot Luck Luck @ IMS (2-Hour Session) From the Left: Cindy, Me, Marc and Eileen Terence (A fun n crappy guy) and Me Here's our organiser for the Pot Luck Lunch, Ms. Cindy!! Me and Eileen Finally this is my boss, Mr. Andrew Yap, Chief Finance Officer. =D. He is a nice boss who cares about his employee. Do we look like father and daughter? haha.
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Wednesday, July 19, 2006
"I don't know what happen to me today, neither do i know why there's a sudden mood change. Maybe just blame it on P.M.S."
Last week when I was taking train heading back home, as usual the train was as packed as ever. There was a guy who was standing right behind me, started humming suddenly, the tune of one song, and then he only sang the very last two sentences softly right behind me. The voice is very clear and powerful enough. All of the sudden, I thought it is him. The one which I ought to forget. This song just brings up lots of unwanted memories and thoughts just came rushing back to my mind. The voice was so familiar, too familiar that I actually made me turn back and take a look at the guy, but it was not him.. cannot be him either. So silly of me to think that it's him. He's no longer in Singapore for quite a few years.
The song is by Ah Sang, name of the song: Ye Zi. Thanks to the sudden bring-up of the song by that Mr. Stranger in the MRT, this few days I have been listening to the song, and also singing it in KTV. It is just a simple nice song, being expressed very well, describing a girl's heart as a piece of fallen leaf, following wherever the wind goes, and she's experiencing a loss of love.
Here's the lyrics:
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Monday, July 17, 2006
Feeling so bad now.. Cindy, a friend cum colleague of mine asked me to join her to buy some clothes online with her. And oh gosh, I like most of them and due to the temptation created by her, in the end, I still decided to go ahead with two tops. Here are the two tops:
1) 334 Paisey
http://www2.victoriassecret.com/commerce/application/Sale/?namespace=productDisplay&origin=onlineProductDisplay.jsp&event=display&prnbr=XJ-187081&size=S&rfnbr=2905
2) h47 Bright Coral
http://www2.victoriassecret.com/commerce/application/prodDisplay/?namespace=productDisplay&origin=onlineProductDisplay.jsp&event=display&prnbr=XB-193640&page=1&cgname=OSCLOTOPVIL&rfnbr=2456
I don't really like to shop online as I always prefer to try out and take a real close look before buying any clothes as well as other products. But they seem a good deal and according to Cindy, their clothing are not found in their stores in U.S.A so it's rare!.... haha then they can be said to be worth buying. Once again I am happy that I spent money again. haha.
Oh gosh have to save money now for my overseas trip (although parents still do not allow yet). My plan is:
1) Save at least a $100 or more per month.
2) Before school starts, I am going to find a tuition job and earn extra money.
3) Eat cheaper and nicer food without spending much.
4) Limit to spending of $50 on clothes and others.
For now, I shall do some online shopping for myself first, dont ever abuse yourself from stopping yourself to shop!! Spending a little isn't that bad too. Hahah..
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Sunday, July 16, 2006
For the moment,
Drinking a cup of ice water,
Using a mobile laptop integrating with wireless connection.
Sitting on a comfortable one-man sofa,
Enjoying the wind on my face.
Many things happened in the last two weeks, as usual containing the good and bad. Life can never be always as good, unless you are the kind who dont wish to bother and is a happy-go-lucky person. I went to Sentosa again today, two weeks ago too. My skin is getting darker, but not up to the tan that I want. The two trips to Sentosa are really just meant for Sun-tanning. I think I will organise one more trip to Sentosa before School starts and so that we can really go for other activities like kayaking, volleyball etc. We took lots of photos today, hope the photos in friends' camera are ready soon for the next few days. =D
I think I shall pick up some of them to develop them. hehe nice one though.
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