Thursday, March 30, 2006
This special date carries special meaning to it. A long wait in my life for my special someone to be there with me... the dream i used to await for now.. come true!! I has always been believing in fate and this time round, it's fate again. If fate wasnt there to make us know each other, we wouldnt know each other for life. heheee.. =p
Once again, i do hope everyone meet their long await dream man/woman in their lives and live happily ever after?! haha So fairytale huh....
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
So cute hor!! haha. Nigga Nigga.. Guess who is that nigga beside me??? My god! There's only one nigga in the world that is so cute!!!!! Hahahaha I love dogs! This is Coco!! My favourite dog (but not mine so saddddd)
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Monday, March 13, 2006
Today is my parents' 22nd Wedding Anniversary. (And also clearing another project, ssa1201 term assignment.. Woooyooo!!! hehe =D) My Dad took leave from his work to celebrate out of house and we went for dinner. Everyone in the family is happy. So it should more or less be a happy occasion... a happy day indeed. But I dont feel any happiness. I am glad that my dad took leave to eat out with us, to enjoy the warmness of the family. I can say that I am fortunate to have a family as compared to the less fortunate around the world. It has been quite a long time to gather as a family like this. Happy somehow.
However, Unhappy also. Dont know what are the reasons... Just feeling disturbed, not because of the overloaded work, projects coming on, it is rather some other things that are making me feel this way. "He is unhappy therefore I am unhappy." I really agreeed to this sentence. However my unhappiness increases when there is some other "ingredients" being added into it. "He is unhappy, but he changed when smile covers all over his face for just a phone call, should i be happy or not?" When the person you like is unhappy, how would one could be happy also? But when the person you like is unhappy at first, then get happy for some other external factors such as receiving a call from a gal-friend (maybe is close) or a chat from some friends, so should you be happy now because he is happy or should you not because the reason that he smiled is not because of you? Haiz if one really has to ponder over this question, there seems to be no answer in the world to explain this.
Today on my way home, I was really feel like.. wanted to... call my friend, Daphne, but jus remembered at that very moment, she got practical programming C++ test tomorrow. So in the end, I gave up the idea of calling her up and disturbing her with all the nonsenses that seemed so stupid. Stupid idea hor.. Although my tat good friend said its ok to call her but i am always the one who thinks too much... too far... too sensitive sometimes too... always care about how other people thinks etc... This is me.. hMMM What can I do? haha
Haiz.. Life seems so boring afterall. Study life even more boring. I wanted to get good results in my studies but however it seems a very long way to make it... How I wish i could go overseas now.. Right away! Just this very moment, Just want to get away from reality... get away from the life that I have now. I want to disappear from the real world IMMEDIATELY. God, Bring me to anywhere that love can fill my emptiness and wind can carry my sadness away. THANK!
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