Wednesday, July 20, 2005
I dunno what should i say? Hmm... jus feel like blogging now =)
So suddenly i feel that i am really really a fool.. a pure and innocent fool~ Why am i saying tat.. i dunno.. I jus feel that i had been living in the world of "no evil".. living in the world of "innocence" for so mani mani years... Till now i jus woke up.. woke up just because of a story...
A story which has waken me up, telling me that i am still not tat exposed to the actual world.. The Real World. The story begins here...:
Introduction:
Miss Y - A sunshine gal which shouldnt be in this story
Miss C - A gal who is Mr. Unknown's true & Unforgettable love
Mr. Unknown - A guy that regrets what he had did.
>>>>>>>>>>>> Story Starts >>>>>>>>>>>
One fine morning,
Miss Y went to send a sms to Mr. Unknown because she knew that Mr. Unknown was quite sad the particular day before.
The sms goes:
"Positive Thinking is like tat.. There is a little bird in the sky and yet it shit on you but anywhere. You are not angry.. You can only think that you are just lucky not to get a flying elephant that shit on you!! =D"
The reason he was sad because of Miss C. He missed Miss C very much and Miss Y knew about this all along... She knew that Mr. Unknown love Miss C and would never forget her, and no gal can replace Miss C in the heart of Mr. Unknown. And Because Mr. Unknown had hurt Miss C somehow.. someway.. Which Miss Y never really know what happen to them. Miss Y told herself before not to fall for Mr. Unknown but it seemed like things were getting out of control somehow. Miss Y really fall for Mr. Unknown without herself knowing it till Mr. Unknown reminded her about his unforgettable true love, Miss C. Miss Y felt that her heart was tearing up, into pieces, and her heart was bleeding profusely.........................
After Miss Y had send the sms.. Mr. Unknown replied back:
The sms goes:
" I am not being pessimistic. I really regret what those tings i did to her."
Miss Y replied back to Mr.Unknown:
The sms goes:
".... I jus feel that you are blaming everyting to yourself. Maybe she (Miss C) right now is living much more better?"
After a while, Mr. Unknown replied back in short and sweet:
The sms goes:
"Drop the topic.. You don't know what happened."
After receiving the sms, Miss Y regreted for being so harsh in the sms. She felt that she did not have the rights to say anything or any comments about them because she really dunno anything. Her main purpose is just wanna help Mr. Unknown, wanna him to be happy, just as simple as that. She did not know things would get to this worst. Miss Y felt like so gulity~~ Once again her heart tore and bled.
Miss Y bearing the pain, replied back, "Ok.. Sorry.."
The story did not end here. Mr. Unknown send another sms to Miss Y againz. This is the wakening part of the story.
The sms goes:
"Nvm... You can never understand how deep i hurt her..... It has become a life time's thingy..... So i guessed you should know what i did to her.."
The sms woke Miss Y up. She got part of the meaning. But she still could not confirm whether what Mr. Unknown meant was what she had thought. The second sms indeed had proved her thoughts right...
The sms goes:
".... And i dun have AIDS. I dun have HIV... Jus to let you know and thx =>"
(I believe readers should have understand what this meant ba)
Miss Y totally breakdown. A tear rolled down from her cheek.. She just realised this world had become a total stranger to her. She dun understand.... alot of tings.. Precisely what she knew at that moment was that she need some peace. If there is a choice, She rather choose not to know so many tings, although even she knows or don't know its still hurt her in both ways.
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