Sunday, July 24, 2005
Thanks to my friends.. I am back to the happy Y.A.N.L.I.N.G that goes around smiling to everyone againz =D.. Crazy rite? Hahah... I am back to the one that bring happiness, Sunshine to everyone againz!!
Hi, Everyone.. Sunshine Gal is BACK in action..............................................................................
Haiz... Hurt is something that everyone will get in touch thru' out each whole life.. From the one you loved, from your loved one, from families, from parents, from siblings as so on...
Believe me~
However, here is an advice to everyone.. Dun go remember it. You have to learn from it and let it go... let it go slow, and steady.... and also thoroughly...
Most importantly, you have to wipe it out from your heart, your memories, yr mind.. Trust me you have to do this... although i understand how hard is it to do that.. but you have to.. =) Becoz you need to stay HAPPY =P just like wat i am now~
Like me, after so much hurt and sad happenings that i experienced, i get to understand so much tings in life.. You can have yr heart tore up and bleed like hell but who cares? No one will know about it, no one will care about , no one will understand you.... most importantly no one will stop by to help you stop your bleedings, clean up the mess in you...
So why to hold it on, letting it taking controls over your feelings, your mood, your mind, your actions; making you crazy?
Come' on... Don't let your life controlling and leading you now! Create your own miracle life.. Believe that you can do it!!
Seriously speaking.. I could forget the hurt, the one who hurt me and of coz the unhappiness that were being brought to me.
However, I just realised that I had even bulit a invisible "protective shield" subconsciously to protect myself from being get hurt againz.. againz from the same thing...I guess not only me would do tat, to most ppl may do the same too..
It will take time to "thin" down the protective shield i guess.. Let time do the job ba. =P
After so many happenings, I guess friends are actually those that will stand by you, share your problemz, lend you their ears, give you advices; so on..
(( So here's a note to my a few close frenx that have read my blogs and to those good frenx that have given me moral support, lending me their precious time online tat may not be able to have the chance to read my blogs -->
i just wanna tell them... "Thanks frenx, I am very glad to have you guys as my frenx.. Hope we will be always the very good frenx in our life. Muacks~" =P ))
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