Friday, July 08, 2005
He went in le... for his NS-BMT(Basic Military Training) at Tekong.. Yesterday i had breakfast with him at McDonalds and then we went to catch a movie right after that. This is my very first time watching a movie so early in the morning.. Everything goes well.. Mi and him never tok much.. Hardly have any topics to tok about. I am trying and trying very hard to think of getting any relevant topics to ask him.. However, i cant get to think of any at the very moment. We will then just sit there, waiting for each other to get back the conversation again. I just remembered what he say: "I changed my spec. le.." Then he gave mi his happy smile.. I see le nearly stunned. At least this is the overall most interesting conversation he started it with.
He looked abit tired yesterday... and i feel so gulity... I shouldn't have asked him to come out for breakfast. Really...... so gulity... If I never get him for breakfast, he could have all the time he want to sleep and dun have to wake up so early jus for this stupid breakfast meetup.
He told me he still haven recovered from his sickness, and yet today he has to go in NS. I am quite worried about him. I cant stop myself worrying for him. Hai.. At this time, he has already go in le... As a friend of his, i hope he will be alright ba.
I know i gonna miss him and yet i wanna forget him... I did not regret of knowing him, at least i feel that. My only wish is that i Jus wanna tell him " Please remember me... " and dun forget me. Oh btw, i lied to him.. The personal message in my MSN - Please remember me - actually i trying to ask him to remember me... although it is also a title of the song which i like it too.
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