Saturday, July 30, 2005
3 Months... I got to knew him for 3 months le. Yesterday 29th July was the 3rd month i knew him. I tot I had got over him gradually. But after receiving a sms from him yesterday, I just realised he had been in my mind always..... I had never forgotton him.. Never did i.. I jus only choose to put him aside, bury him deep inside my mind.. Tat's all... I can say I could never forget him. He will always be the guy in my heart, real hard to forget...
He had been in NS-BMT for almost 3 weeks le. (I missed the chance of seeing him on the 2nd week of his BMT when he could come out officially on his weekends. Becoz i mixed up the dates... so stupid me =) I did two times of smsing to him asking about how he is, and how's life inside and so on.. But his reply was so slow, was like one or two days more, then i will receive his reply. I could understand he is tired after the whole day training in the day.. I could understand everything... He had his own reasons for the late reply... I truely understand =). At least he got the heart to reply the sms. He had never taken any initiative to sms me before. I tot he had forgotten me.. forgotten me thoroughly... Until Yesterday, he send me a sms asking me how my life recently. I was so happy, real happy.. and so touched too. At that moment, I just realised my tears had rolled down my cheeks without me noticing them. I had just 3 words at that time in my mind. ---> I miss him~ I miss him~ I really miss him~~ (Another drop of tear fell againz while writing this blog)
Yesterday 29th just happened to be my 3rd month of knowing him. On the every month's 29th, he will "just happen" to send me an sms no matter where he is, how busy he is........... 29th May.... 29th June.... 29th July.... All these 3 particulate dates, he will always happen to remember me and send me an sms. (I thought this month I will not receive his sms) I always felt so touched and happy when I received his sms. I had been pondering over this for the 3rd month. Actually this date 29th was our first day that we started to chat online. I guess he never go remember because remember such thing only galz will do, and most importantly for the moments they wan to remember always.... and forever...
I dunno whether is it just a concidence that he send me that sms on those days or he also knew/remember this date. He happens to be those kind of person that will not really go and remember such dates, because he cannot even remember my graduation day and some other things i told him... and he only remembered after 3 times of asking me. I dunno.... I really dunno was tat all jus concidence? if not concidence than what should that call? Haizz.. Is it heaven trying to play a small trick on me? Trying to just let me believe that i still have hopes? I don't ask for more... I am just tired of hopes... GOD, Please don't give me more hopes and after that just let them take them away so fast... so fast....
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