Friday, October 28, 2005
So sad today, I lost my handphone, my motorola E398!!! =( I love tat phone lor and i LOST IT!! Oh my god, is my first phone lor, somehow it means something to me and yet.... i lost it. When the moment i realised i lost my phone, i really felt so lost, felt like crying out, felt like screaming lor... Everything i ate today was so tasteless, so plain and i wasn't seem to be hungry for the whole day, i just ate my meals for the sake of eating them. Nothing seems be to be able to make me happy. The whole day was just wasted like hell. Super no mood for anything.. Its my bad day afterall... or should say this week is my worst week of my life in NUS up till now.
Haizzz... How careless of me to lose my handphone. Today morning @ 10am I was having my comp.network lecture. We was given a 10min break, as my stomach wasn't feeling very well, sandy, yenz and jialing went to the washroom together. I brought my handphone along too (just in case anyone need to get me urgently) and that's where i lost my phone... The ladies washroom beside LT 27. Sianz.. Why i so unlucky? Why did i forget about my phone?? Why did i leave it in the cubicle??? Its so.. haiz.. all my fault. so careless of me... Who to blame now for my loss of my handphone... ARRHHHHHH sooorry i jus screamed out, but i doubt u can hear my screams too. Why so bad luck after coming to NUS??? I keep on losing things, first i lost my eraser, then my matriculation card then my handphone.. What else waiting next to be "lost"??? Choy!!! I hate losing things lorrr... Sighzz~~ Now i have to use back my old handphone because I have no money for a new one, or should say not really intending to get a new one at the moment, no really interested in any phones right now.. It will just make me think of the handphone i lost.
My Dad actually got a exact same phone as the one i lost. Same brand, same model.. He told me that he wanted to give his to me and he would use the other old phones. Although how much i love that kind of phone, it still will make me think of the one i lost and keep on "reminding" me on how i lost it. It will make me sadder i guess. It hurts seeing that phone. and because it isn't mine. Not my old one.. Not anymore... Life in NUS is already so sucky lor, why there are still so many things that demoralise me even more??? Why?? Can anyone tell me why i am so bad luck?? Damnz it. I shall stop here. Don't wish to say more about it. But anyway thanks to all the friends that are with me all the while when i lost my phone. Thanks for all the encouragement you guys give. Without them ard, i guess i might went crazy.
*P.S: I guess what i can do now is to learn from the lesson and be more extra careful. So all my dear friends out there, remember to keep a look out at your own things. Take care of them well!!
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