Thursday, May 04, 2006
Finally, today is the last paper of my 2nd semester of Uni exams.. Feeling relieved and happy, yet also filled with disappointment. All my papers for this sem's exams although were not as bad as last sem but i felt that they are more or less as hard. There weren't any papers i could feel confident with. You know thos feelings once you finished the 2 hr paper, you will come out of the exams hall feeling excited, cool to discuss your answers with yr friends and such. This is what i always had during my poly. Now, after coming into NUS, been through this two semesters' exams, i had never had tat feeling anymore. It jus cant be gotten back. Every paper i did was like either half of it full of unsure, doubts, whether i did it correctly or not.
Seriously, this really makes me hate exams, and even tests too now... In the past, exams are just like a simple class test to me, now it is no longer that way. Exams are just killers, a border whereby you have to pass it, pass it in order to proceed with your life, it is like a lifetime card to your next step in life. Oh man, this really sux... Last sem's results were a total disappointment, this sem wont be going any far too good, Guess i am prepared for the coming worst. If there is no improvement, I shall change my focus to degree (Biz focus). There's no point going for a degree with honours and yet with a second lower class or even third class. It is damn equivalent to a normal degree holder. Thus, that will be my decision if no improvement this time round.
Anyway, what i really think is life isnt just study, we need to spice up our life too! Haha.. Enjoy life, ok i shall stop here.. (Oh man, tmr starting my temp admin job), thus.. time to SLP! =O
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